Yeah....idk if I'm ready to be a year older. But really, does it matter? This school year is kicking my ass! First day: two essays for AP english & two paragraphs in spanish 3. second day: 4 essays for AP & 25 problems for Alg 2. Third day [[today]]...i don't really care, it's the weekend so i have time. Thank God for the weekend. Me & my baby are gonna be 6 months a day after my bday! Aww I love him soo much =]

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Got back on the 15th & i've just been catching up from that jet lag. On the way there i got really airsick & threw up twice. Then the water there isn't as filtered here & i totally forgot that the ice-cream i ate was homemade & the ice might have been tap so my stomach went bad for three days. Then on the way back i got a small asthma attack, but the biggest one i've ever gotten & i wasn't allowed to bring my inhaler in the hand-carry because i didn't have a license, so i had to survive that debacle without it.
other than the bad news, it was great meeting & re-meeting family members.I thought I had a big family to begin with [with at LEAST 10 cousins on ONE side of EACH family] but then figures that i had so so so so so much more! AHH! & I loved the weather. I thought it was gonna be hot & sticky, but the heat wasn't all that bad [i have very LOW heat tolerance]. It was cloudy & rainy but it was warm & even when it was cloudy; there was a pretty sunlight during the rain which made it beautiful. Very green & very beautiful. The poor & corrupt places are very heart-breaking to look at. It's crazy knowing that those were the living conditions my ancestors were once in. Everything is a lot cheaper so I got a bunch of stuff that i couldn't normally get here.
It was very heart-warming to meet people that i were very close to when i was four years old living there. I loved the way how i felt like they were still family & very close. Others I couldn't even remember; but it was glad getting to know who they were again.
My childhood sweethearts are very different. They were still very interested in me but thank God I'm taken. It hella saved me. The experience there made me feel like my little 4-year old self. Looking around the places made me think of flashbacks & back in the days when i didn't even know english anymore. I was shown alot of baby pictures. I would go places & the adults would show me baby pictures right where i was standing & it was very hard to believe that i was once here before.
I miss my family & the scenery & the beauty of my homeland. I'm not planning to go back anytime soon; but i definitely do miss it. When i go back; i would plan to not just be in the cities I were, but around the country near the beautiful beaches & the rich places & parts of all provinces. The church helped me see a lot to, & that whole year of excitement was all pretty much worth it. =]

M A B U H A Y

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...until i vanish & disappear to leave halfway across the planet [[the philippines to be exact!]]

ahh the excitement is beginning to make me insane! AHHHH i wish i could calm down. i can't believe tomorrow it will be a week! EEEEEKKK!

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'Till the Philippines! Eeee! I am so freakin' excited! Well I'm leaving because it's out 100th Church Anniversary. Omg WOW! My dad is one of the pastors so that's why my whole population of a family is all going because our own family basically makes up the church. So I'll be there for three weeks [basically two & a half], leaving on July 27. The first week: EVERYDAY we will be doing a church activity. The first Sunday after that week is the big anniversary. So after that, we'll basically be doing whatever we want for the next two weeks. But MAN out adventures on gonna take place EVERYWHERE, like every inch of the country to visit/meet other billions & billions of family members & relatives. & of course just visit the country & have fun. Can't wait to get my awesome new cell phone & two new pairs of glasses that I need for re-prescription [& they have really nice frames over there!] & idk just to be out of the country & away from home. I'm gonna miss my boyfriend though because I haven't seen him in a while either. So hopefully the week before I leave I can just say goodbye, but man, we are gonna be glued to our phones! Well, I'm just expressing ways of excitement! EEE! It's not that far from now so wish me luck & happiness!

<3 Jinaiah

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To leave on July 27th for my 3 week trip back to my native home: THE PHILIPPINES! yeah i'm so excited! but i'm missing my baby right now so i really hope i get to see him before i leave again & it's our 4 month tomorrow & i really, really wanna see him!!! but i got 5 shots today for a bunch of reasons, either they were boosters or new ones to prevent me from getting sick in the Philippines. Yeah it wasn't the needle that hurt, the vaccine being pushed in was really painful, but quick [Thank God!]. So far no fevers or anything, hopefully we can keep it that way & yeah, i'm good. [just missing that certain someone is making me feel gloomy, but i'm expecting to see him soon] ^_^

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Happy: Because everything is going well
Stressed: Because my final report card is coming because is if i i get a C then i can no longer be in my professional theater class anymore [parents are insane]
Sad: about small stupid things that i wish would just go away.
Excited: For the next time I see my boyfriend [even if i just say him yesterday & the day before] & Philippines for three weeks [July 27]
Nervous: When i tell the folks the plans to go out [i hope they let me go]
Chill: Because I'm actually relaxing & having fun this summer.

Thnx Nutangers =]

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Happy first day of summer......VACATION! Woot! I really hope I have a life this summer.

Ahh yes. & I don't get to see BF as much, but hey, I kinda would rather see him outside of school every once in a while because i've just been seeing him everyday at school since...forever. So going out would be nice...if parental units aren't gonna have a heart-attack. They won't. I can only go out once or twice a week though. BOOO! Actually...depends on where I'm going. BOOO! Whatevs. Summer is summer. Peace.

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coming up. aghh finals. not fun. monday, ugh

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