The play is going well. We're really good. It's just sooo tiring with all these performing previews and rehearsals and everything. I'm getting burned out, and we don't even open the show until two more nights! Jeez.

The whole thing with my secret crush [not a like, not a love...just a crush] did not go good. I will not mention his name. But what had happened is that I told myself that I would keep it a crush because if it became a like, then I would get hurt when it got too serious. I....I subconsciously let it slip. I liked him. And just in a matter of hours, I got hurt. I became mad at him, and he became mad at me. Long story. Then it became awkward, and decided nothing ever happened, and got back to being friends. But there is still an aching in my heart. That little leftover of like, and that dry feeling of a crush. I now know why it is called a CRUSH. But now I am beginning to get over it.

& Once again, I am temporarily anti-social.

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